Waiting, Waiting Waiting... The plans changed, Dans great grandma went into hospice, so his Dad had to go see her, which means dan is on a bus home right now. He's not supposed to get here till late, and i would say we'll just wait to see eachother till 2morrow, we've got 4 days...but we don't, he has to be back for practice friday, so basically he's here for all of tomorrow and thats it. tear :( I'll b ok, Christmas will be extra long, and that should make up for it...right Dan? lol
      I'm just realizing how much he means to be. I subconciously know, and i'm always thinking about our relationship, but when I think about where  we were 2 1/2 years ago, lets say 3 bc thats when i started to like him...its crazy how much has changed. Growth-wierd word, awesome thing.
        So I won't be away from the family and in Boston for turkey dinner. I guess that's a good thing. I know there is a reason for this. Its gonna be a little hard going to my uncles farm for dinner. He passed away in september, and idk..but seeing family will be good, especially brendan, dillion, Ellen and Aunt Kathy :) I'm excited.
Dan and his mom and sister decided now to go to buffalo 2morrow to be with fam. for thankgiving. They thought i was coming too, but i think i should be with my Dad's family. God, what's your plan? Maybe i can steal dan and take him along with me. We'll see. Anyways....just a little time...just a little. ooo i love him.

"The time I spent waiting
For something that was heaven sent
When you find it, don't let go,"

* I won't Celine, I won't :)

love all of you, may God bless you this Thanksgiving. Cherish your time with your family. plese,   HE"S HERE